Making memories of us

In english...

Again in darkness....

But Sweden in this time of the year is all about lighting candles and there´s a reason for that...

Too dark or....just enough..can´t decide....

On the train....going home to my family...

Without them my heart is missing a part...

Been thinking too much this time on the boat...

My sister told me;

-You know...even if life is good, you´ll still experience bad days....

The challange now is how you handle the setbacks...

My heart dropped....old thoughts came back...

I don´t know why I compare...I shouldn´t...life is about living, not dwelling in thoughts about how things could be or how we think we look from another persons view...

Honestly guys....

I´m not just one thing....

I´m not my job....not my body...

I´m soooo much more...

I choose every day what I want to do with life....

And after I while I realised that...it took a couple of days, I´m slow I know....but its a learning process :-)

The funny thing is....when I realised what´s important and I realised that that thing wasn´t going around and feeling sad.....

The bad feelings and sadness just went away...just like that...

I´m on to something guys...

If it´s this easy...mwahahahahaaa...

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I will lay very close to my wife tonight....haven´t seen her in two weeks...

"And I'm gonna make you this promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss
Yes I am"

(Keith Urban)

My russian friend told me that the word for world, Mir, also means peace... in Russian...

Beautiful thought....

Be blessed, a